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K.Huilin(-g)
(L): 29 August 2008 & 08 May 2009's.
I'll watch you like a movie, sing you like a song. Read you like a story, if it takes me all night long. Keep you like a secret and tell you like a joke. You're just too amazing.
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Friday, November 27, 2009

/ We're leaving.

Final decision - Decided not to lock up my blog while on the away status. :) And this is a post to the people I care, in other words post dedications while on the hiatus/away status. Here goes... in alphabetic order okay. :)

Andy Png: Shocked to see this senior? Well, at least we've been close these few days right. Running down all the way till Woodlands and tio dua by Honey. You told me things that made me felt sad and disappointed, but who cares. Like what I've said - if she's happy with it then okay, so be it. But anyway, thanks for hearing me crap the past few days and.. yeah, being there for me. Please take care of yourself while I'm away, no one's gonna entertain you on plurk anymore with all the LOL-s and WTF-s. Yeah. :D

Chia Wan Jing: Moose without the U. Haven't been talking to you these few days. Very long never see you already!! The last time I saw you was like on the 15th? Class chalet. ._. So how have you been? We haven't been much close ever since we've quarrelled over *. But nevermind la! Now I'mma a happy happy girl. Well, at least I'm trying. :D So yeah, take care okay! I'll come back in a piece, laughs. :D

Emily Kwa: Darling. :) I hope you're doing well. Still didn't get to meet you before leaving, but it's ok. I guess we'll still meet up someday. That'll depend on when we're both free, especially when our schedule always clashes like mad - just like the past 3 years. Oh well. Take care alright, don't always play games until late late then don't sleep!!

Janicia Sioh: Bitch! HAHAH. The one and only girl that crazily asked me if wearing fbt to Town is ok. Crazy!! Someday we should really head over to Orchard (No, not wearing fbts please) to see the lightings you wanna see. :) Wait till I'm back or something ok? Hehe. Please for God's sake, remember to take your meals regularly. Don't always rely on gastric pills. Meals important, don't because busy then don't wanna eat hor! I'll ask Huiling to keep an eye on you. :) Will contact you when I'm back. Then we go play lan again!! :D

Jasline Ng: Dearest shifu. :) Gambateh on studying ok! But please don't study until too late, and most importantly don't stress yourself so much! It'll backfire. Must learn to relax also - like play basketball! Anyway, thanks for hearing me out when I'm down/upset. I admire you and your personality, for always being able to smile 24/7 even if the problem arises. You taught me that no matter what happens, we still have to move on. And instead of crying and weeping whole day long while living, we should always learn to smile. 笑一笑,没有什么事情解决不了! :)

Jefferson Lee: President! The one and only who calls me xiao mei mei. "Aunty, 小妹妹要喝啤酒!" You're also the one who kept telling me that no one is another's burden. Telling me that there's actually constantly people around me that's willing to help and pull me outta the deep hole I'm in. Well, I'm out right now.. Trying to stand strong, with a smile and not weeping whole day long. Thanks. :D When I'm back, meet up ok? Wanna drink beer la, and I swear I won't scare the Aunty away. :)

Kong Hui Ling: Crazy + laughing partner. Bet I'm gonna miss you like mad when I'm away. So yah, don't cry! HAHAH. If you miss me, it's okay. You can see our pictures that we've took together. I'll be back like real soon alright. When I'm back, I'll contact you straight away. Remember don't always embarrass yourself while you're outside. Especially be going like "smell my hair, smell my hair" to attract someone's attention. No one's gonna accompany you to talk about 14th, no more htht with me till I'm back, yes? Gonna miss you. :)

Loi Yin Zhi: Girl, your examinations coming already. Take good care of your health, drink more water ok. You've just recovered not long ago, don't get sick again! Try not to stay up late in the night also, not good for health! And anyway on top of that, I'm tryna get over though I know I've been talking about things that's relating to him when we were out. Sorry. :( Meet up soon okie!! :D

Pang Li Feng: Honey. Wonder if you've recovered. Please take care of yourself ok. Drink more water, lessen down the computering time to prevent fever from rising. Remember your wishlist - get rid of the freaking attitude? Well, seriously I don't find that you've any attitude problem at all. Come to think about it, I've known you for around a year? Or even more. :) Still remember the first time we met, as at PC Bunk. You and your long long hair, and we attended Kevin's birthday party. Memories. Take care ok! Andy say he's gonna bring you down to Zhonghua to meet me - see me in my ugly uniform, ewww. But I don't mind also. :D

Phua Xin Xing: One bright star that never fail to make me smile, to make me feel ok, to make me feel that there's someone there when I needed you to be around. Thanks for not giving up on me, like seriously! When I was on the verge on giving up on myself already, you still didn't and continue giving me endless advices. Though you and I might not be as close as you're with Xinyi, but still, I cherish you alot too! Hahah, this sounds gay but nevertheless, thanks for everything. Including the part whereby I was kena forced by you to play club just to abandon the old past I'd within this year. D: I've seriously no idea why I listened to you also, maybe cause all along you've been giving me advices? That's why I'll hear whatever you say too. :) You ah, try not to quarrel with Xinyi ok? Whenever you quarrel with her, you'll be moody. I'll be very scared to talk to you. :( I want people around me to be happy too! Take care ok. I'll fullfil my promise for that 1 week. :)

Regina Lim: Darling R'. Don't know if you'll see this or not, but please take care of yourself when I'm away. Update me when I'm back, rest assure I'll contact you. Don't easily give up on the things you love and cherish. The path you've chosen might be hard, but still since it's the decision you've made, then all the more you've to peservere right? My that 7 months of endurance had made you went whoa. It isn't a positive event to be talking about anyway. But in any case, you can always text me when you're down ok? I'll get back to you as soon as possible! Don't give up, gambateh!

Stephanie Moh: You! Rabbit/Ghost! Don't got boyf' then don't want friends ah! (Joking joking. :x) Well, I should say that I'm happy for you. That you've found someone that has the same personality as you? That's good. :) He'd better treat you right and not cheat behind you. I swear I'll find him and chop him off. :D Last long ok. Seeya in school when school reopens? Or when I'm down to Bugis...., provided you're still working at Sketches. Lol.

Sylvia Goh: Don't know if you'll even be reading this. But nevertheless, thanks for being there. I know I seldom update my things to you already. But well, I can assure you that I'm happy girl right now. Should hang out with Huilin(+g) more often, because she's one crazy girl that's potential enough to make me laugh my ass off. Yes? Take care while you're in Malaysia ok. Don't always sleep eat sleep eat. Easily fat ah!! :B

I guess that should be all. I'll miss all of them alot alot alot la! :/ Felt really upset just now, and I'm seriously so not in the mood to leave at all. -.- Geez. Xin Xing made me felt worse by telling me to take care, drink more water, cold wear more. Jefferson told me not to anyhow eat if not get food poisoning only. Heheh. I feel like I'mma XMM please! Laughs.

Last but not least before I end this post, take care to all I know! Will be back in a week's time. Or even more. I'll get in touch with all my Darlings and dearests still though. :> So if I bothered to reply your text, good for you. (Y)

Sayonara~ :>

Thursday, November 26, 2009

/ You should know what you oughta do.

I wonder what's wrong with me. Feeling oh-so-upset right now, especially right after expressing how I feel to Jefferson. Felt all the more worse? It isn't like I'm gonna be gone for good.. But, oh well. This shall be a getaway for me, to think about what I want. And be on the right track when I'm back. I might still be on the MIA status even if I'm back from my trip, and yeah. :)

Had quite a fun day out today, though did nothing much. Realize how much similar I'm to *. Had a basketball day before leaving. Sometimes I wish I'm leaving for good. I'll cry I swear I'll. But at least I'm leaving this god forsaken place for some time. And if I've the money, I'll fly straight to Japan ok. Sushi everyday. :D Konichiwa!

Stayed at home till around 5pm. Headed out and down to Serangoon to meet up with Huilin(+g). That slow ass made me wait at Interchange for soooooo long la! Entertained myself with Puzzle Bobble and listened to music. She came at close to 6pm. Nice one! :O

Took bus 82 down > HTHT > 299 to basketball.

Played match with them. I feel good when I'm able to score. I feel good when playing basketball, because my mind won't be thinking about things I shouldn't. Life's indeed a whirl, like what Xin Xing says. Gotta enjoy it to the fullest, and live on without any regrets. :)

Rest/Slack > More HTHT with Huilin(+g) before going home at around 9pm.

Bus back, thoughts went wild. I hate it when my unspeakable thoughts start going crazy. What went on worse was that, I can't control what I'm actually thinking. And a simple song can remind me of anything, everything. Geez.

Went to pasar malam with Huilin(+g). Sorry S and Janicia, we went without you guys. :/ Bought food to eat and bought food back home for Mom and Dad. I'm still hungry right now. I've a very weird stomach!! But I guess I'll endure it till around 5am? Breakfast at approximately 5am in the morning. :D

Kk. I'm wondering what I should do right now. Gonna catch 'The Fours' at 12am later on. Then I'll be spending quality time stoning later on after my show. Maybe I should download shows into my phone so I'll be able to watch them when I'm on the away status.

Getaway's only a few hours time. Somehow, I'm already starting to miss everyone that comes to my mind. Especially when it was at 11.11pm just now. I made a wish, and you're the first person I'd made the wish for. That's so typically me. Weak, soft hearted.

Shall blog later again. Tune in later Earthlings! :)